Thinking of You....

(a quick post)

This Katy Perry song really caught my attention the first time I heard it. It's because the sound is a bit mellow rock, which is new from Katy Perry since her Hot 'n Cold and I kissed a Girl were lively and shows energy.

This song shows the other side of Katy Perry. It shows how versatile she is.

You could tell from this picture what the song is about. The music video is about a woman who was with a soldier. And when the soldier left to fight, the woman found someone new. She was not happy with the new guy and still thinks of Mr. Soldier.

Here's the music video of THINKING OF YOU.





By the way, Matt Dallas who is the KYLE XY star is featured in this video.


I love this song.

It plays in the background of my blog. Look at the bottom!

Use somebody...

Horoscope:

Scorpio - Get into a deep conversation with someone who needs some good, sound advice today.


crap! I'm the one who needs someone to talk to right now...

I'll never believe in this crap again.! (sometimes I do believe)


I'm sick of this life. I'm so sick of everything. I'm sick being single, ugh, I'm so pathetic...

Why can't I have the things and person I wanted?

Life is so unfair.
It never gets on my side.
shitty life. *fuck it*

With each passing day, I realize even more how much I'll never have that person I wanted the most.

I'm so sick of this.



*you know that I could use somebody*

RULES and LAWS in Loving a Homo Sapien

(I made the draft of this post in a piece of paper earlier this afternoon. But unfortunately, I lost it on my way in the computer shop. Crap! So here it is...)

While walking in this street - the street I've known for 17 years of my life, why wouldn't anyone just point a gun at my head and just pull the trigger?

Or a drunk driver just run me off causing a massive bleeding on my head and instantaneous death?

Or maybe a group of people would beat me off to death?

But that wouldn't be nice, having a distorted face on my funeral and everyone would not recognize who I am.

That's suppose to be my day, so i should look good.

Anything that would destroy my face is not an option.

I want to be remembered --- I should be remembered.

But I guess, DEATH is the only way peole would be remembered.

Why do you have to love then get hurt? You'll be born and then die? Why do you have to love someone so much and yet you'll get nothing in return?

Everyone wants to love and to be loved. But sometimes, i mean, more often, your love is not reciprocated --- it's one-sided.

Well, that's how it really goes. You cannot oblige someone to love you back. What's important is loving that person and giving yourself whole-heartedly.

That's in the "Rules and Laws in Loving a Homo Sapien"

(Don't try to look for it, I just made that up. :-))

You'll be on your knees, face down in the dirt.

You'll get hurt.

You'll be miserable.

I guess it's better not to love at all. In that way, you'll not end up hurt, crying..